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The Veins of Love

by heaven smile

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1.
lotus feet 02:44
i know they follow me around the town in autumn i see em peeking through the trees in early spring i'll find you in some old abandoned farmhouse with blood on the table and ink on the floor and you know someday i'll break down crying there's a man in the meadow who's tongue is tied be fair with the things i can't remember breathe gently on the wounds that line my lips i was swimming in the valley air without a care til i ran into the thicket of thorns that everyone's been hiding from i can't stand the time i spend away from you it's the baby blue that pulls me in; the love i feel when i head in your direction
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a boy outside my window and i don't feed him much i think he's got a broken leg but i ain't got a crutch what i do know is how bad you treat me can't you see i've got a lot to do? i'm just trying to preserve me and what would you do if you really got to know me? i saw your body floating down the river and i just sat and wept forever there's something about the air it makes you wonder at least it made me wonder i saw a fox running past the trees he said "there's something about your hair. it's hazel like them golden days." i won't forget about you. never. i took my husband, or my wife, whoever it was right down to the ocean i tried to show them great glowing lights but i remembered i was alone the shoreline is smiling
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obsession 03:33
(instrumental)
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past the watercolor house and lurking under evening's den we ran along the garden grove and peeked above the windowsill. a pack of dogs came leaping by. they kissed us clean then disappeared. a child saw me squirming in the bed of thorns i made for myself. i found the other missing boy sleeping in a hollowed oak tree. i ran my fingers through his hair and kissed him on the cheek for you. the birds sang all throughout the night a man rushed home with flowers it rained upon the stepping stones and the pitter-patter lulled me to sleep i dreamt of what i left behind and what i forgot to take with me my ribs protect a hornet's nest and selfishness i wonder how far ill get away from home this time before i turn my heels and scream these people aren't nice to me and i've been nothing but quiet now someone's inside the house and they're coming up the stairs to kill me i watched you frolic in the yard where everything was blossoming for you i'm getting nervous i've been making beds i'll never get to sleep in i'm crawling through the prison in the next world i'll be something far less vicious
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lily and pine lined the lane in the springtime you were all mine the sea sky is pouring alive and i'm wondering why i have to get going the boys with dirty hair see em running by the creek you keep calling them for dinner oh, give them a kiss for me tread through the field after dark by the lakebed it's so lonely millions of bells up above started singing what a blessing we'll be tossing in our sleep i can't wait to feel the sunbeams be the part of me that i should keep the heart knows it's got to be forgiving i know this life is obscene but i think it could be something i could stop running from i've seen the birds in the trees and they're fine without me i could go on for hours
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father 03:26
(instrumental)
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burning in the bright-blonde heat of the august sun out in the rivers and streams and the oceans they're hiding from where do these children go and when i'm alone is that you breathing? i've found the splendor in fear to the ones who come near: please return with your kindness we're all in sickness here you can't grieve for some but not for all i'm going down with the dawn again to see where i can fall the sun's prone to lending it's light all across the divide you could feel it if you sit still the leaves upon each holy tree seem to smile for me when the wind feels like dancing a man will devour himself if you give him the chance the millions are flocking to freedomland where they'll die from the smog
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see you soon 03:43
my mind's eye's seen african skies it's seen everything they lowered me down in the dirt and for once i felt pure and the choir was singing i met with the Sisters at dusk they gave me their blessing they said, "oh, we've done what we can but for now you're a man and you're stuck in this body" don't tell me i'm forgiven i just want to be the wind in your hair count the hours we spent in the sunshine the wounds of young love i sleep beneath all my pain with my nose in the lilies i followed you down to the lake and i don't understand why i can't call you brother teach me to speak from the heart and how to live gently see all the boats setting sail on the ancient seas of love and the sky came down crashing the spirits of summer all sleep in the dreamhouse i've paced along their hallways for days at a time god, kill the coward in me before the day's gone i'd like to give of myself while i can
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was it you who said the nighttime gets you down? i'll light a lantern by your window i'll curl around your holy feet just like a dog i'm collecting all your tears before they freeze and when you're not feeling well i'll bring you water from the well and we can rest it off it's okay when you get quiet i understand the very reason for your silence we'll take a drive out to the ocean we'll dig our feet real deep in the sand or we could sleep our way through winter either way, i'm nestled right by your side so how about the open road? i want to feel all the freedoms we've been missing you know i'd never leave you hanging all alone
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so the tides are lapping at the sand faith is like a broken man - always reaching for his mother the pedestals of glory crumble down when you realize what you've found in the cold light of your bedroom i break into the graveyard every night, where i put up half a fight for the names who say they need me this blood of mine was poisoned from the start i know it's dark, but i've always found my way home i'm tracing up and down the veins of love and wondering why my valley's never green enough. rain on me gold sky, rain on me there's a fire in the house and i slip right out the back i see a world that's vast and blue i'm being pulled into the black do you dream of me at night? am i all that you can see? is my love for you absurd even though it's meant to be? can i call you by your name? is it wrong to sit and cry? can you help me understand why i don't feel so alive? and i know i'm beautiful do you think i'm beautiful? have you heard me when i laugh? have you seen me when i dance? do you love me anymore?

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recorded february - march 2015 at barrel house recording studio in nyack, ny

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released April 5, 2015

music and lyrics by daniel moro
mixed, mastered, and produced by chris boecker
additional vocals by megan overturf
MIDI strings and slide guitar by chris boecker

photos and art by daniel moro

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